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This Advent, Fr. Bryan and I are exploring the topic of being beacons of hope in challenging times.
This
weekend, Gaudete Sunday, we called to rejoice.
But
how do we do that?
In
today’s Gospel, we see John the Baptist approached three times by three
different groups seeking the answer to the question: “What should we do?”
Don’t
we all ask this question of God sometimes in our lives?
What
should we do to be better follower of Christ?
It is a question that has the potential to lead us disciples to take the next step in living our faith with integrity.
Real
faith is not about how we pray or feel or about our personal relationship with
Jesus. Real faith is about how we live our faith by what we do.
This
is the secret to discovering hope in our lives.
Hope can
be a tricky thing.
Sometimes
hope lies in the weeds and hides from us. Sometimes hope sneaks up and knocks
us for a loop.
In these
moments when hope breaks into our reality, we discover Christ in our lives, and
our hearts are finally able to rejoice!
I hear a beautiful line in the Divine Office morning prayer during Advent that touches on this reality: “Your light will come Jerusalem; the Lord will dawn on you in radiant beauty.”
This
is how the hope of God works in our lives. Hope dawns on us in radiant beauty.
Advent is a time of expectant
hope as we prepare for Christmas. Gaudete Sunday is a time of joy. It’s why we
wear the color rose symbolic of the rising of the sun.
But for
some, the hope and joy of Christmas can be blunted by a tragic event or painful
memory or a major health challenge.
I’m sure there are some of us here this weekend who are finding it hard to feel that expectant hope or joy in these challenging times.
I
don’t remember how I lost the hope and joy of Christmas early in my life.
Sometime
during my teenage years, the annual Christmas feeling disappeared from my
heart.
Perhaps
it happened after my father’s tragic death when I was fourteen. Or maybe it was
an angry teenager shedding all things heartfelt from a painful childhood.
I
don’t remember Christmas having the same impact as I trudged into adulthood.
Christmas meant nothing to me. My heart had little or no compassion for people in need. The people John the Baptist is pointing us to today.
I
know I’m not the only person who has had a personal tragedy silence the hope and
joy of Christmas in their heart.
Christ
was born to turn our despair into hope. Christ was born to fill our hearts with
love and joy. Christ was born to bring “Peace on Earth, Good Will to all.”
It’s
just sometimes in our lives when we experience too much pain, we become numb to
hope.
But
God can grace us with a moment when we realize the many blessings we do have
and count them all.
In
other words, there are times when we are graced with a moment where Christ
dawns on our lives in radiant beauty!
For
me, joy and hope returned Christmas Eve 1986.
It
was a foggy, still night. My new wife (the one true Catholic in the family at
the time) wanted to go to Midnight Mass.
I
begrudgingly went along not sensing what was about to happen.
As we
drove to the nearby parish, Mary popped in the new cassette of Mannheim
Steamroller Christmas music (she has a near obsession with Christmas music).
As we
rode along the song Silent Night came out of the speakers. I
remembered this song being a favorite for my baby sister back when we were
little kids.
Every Christmas, my sister Erin, my brothers Dan, and Jim, cousin Annie and I would reenact the manger scene at family gatherings.
My
sister Erin loved Christmas. She was born with a congenital heart defect and
found joy in only a few things thanks to hundreds of doctor’s
visits and numerous heart surgeries.
But love Christmas she did. And she loved
her beloved toy piano she got in the final months of life.
That
Christmas in 1967, a few months before she died, Erin unwrapped the toy piano
after we had regaled the family in the true story of Christmas. I can still
hear her playing it in my head.
As I
daydreamed while driving, the closing strains of Silent Night snuck up and
knocked my cold, stony heart for a loop.
As I
drove, tears streamed down my face. And I felt it!
The
joy and hope of Christmas returned. God’s loving mercy penetrated my heart. And
I have never lost that Christmas feeling.
The Lord is coming. Let our hearts be ready.
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